Poor, Abandoned Blog :(

I'm sorry.

I've been really bad at updating so far this year.

Here's a runby of what I've done lately:

- photoshoots. lots and lots of them. i'm doing an april photo challenge where i get a word prompt every day and have to take a picture or pictures to fit with it. i've decided to practice my modelling skills on top of having ideas for shots and directing and stuff, so i've been featuring myself in all of them. i'm getting really great pictures and i'll post all of them in early may.

- the most horribly massive spider has been creeping around downstairs lately. don't spend much time down there... but omg really now. fucker has to be at least 3 inches across and a full inch is its body. hurrrgh! :(

- hair. today i did my friend megan's hair. it took a long time because i had to change the colour, do both sew in and glue in extensions, and then colour the extensions to match. it was fun though and hanging out and talking to megan was nice.

- obsessing over rupaul's drag race. i'm seriously loving sharon needles. the holy drag trinity on the show currently is great though. latrice royale is stunning and i really do have a hard time telling chad michaels apart from cher.

- easter holidays in the lake district! went up to cumbria for a few days and stayed in the caravan with the boy. we climbed up a waterfall one day. there were steps, but instead, we climbed up moss and wet rocks. it was really fun. we also went around a medieval cathedral and town which were really quaint and nice, and we got to go to a castle which was also really cool.

- i've been really upset about my mom's death lately. this time last year i was too busy working to really even think about it, so now that it's had time to settle in and i'm not constantly working or socialising or anything like that, i've had time to think about it. i think april is just going to be really hard for a while.

- thinking about school. i think i want to go back to school here. i've been thinking about it a lot but i want to give it some more time to ~brew in my head before i really do anything about it. i mean... i'm entirely certain i do want to go to school, but i'm not sure for what yet. i have something in mind, but it's really bit and requires a lot of commitment and i'm not sure i'm ready or certain yet, so i'm going to give it a while.